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Sunday, June 18, 2006





" Não é de morrer que tenho medo. É de não vencer e acabar por te perder.... "
( Vera Mauricio )


É a Morte..

Hoje estou com a mente um pouco distorcida, um pouco para além do normal..

A lágrima não dói, o que dói é o motivo porque ela escorre no nosso rosto!

As pessoas têm o belo dom de me fazer chorar, então quanto mais próximas de mim estão, mais lágrimas caiem. Não, não é a minha lágrima, nem tão pouco o meu rosto .. onde já passaram várias lágrimas, que entretanto secaram .. assim como meus olhos.
A dor chega, acomoda-se e fica. Sim, essa que nos atinge o coração e não nos larga mais ... Aquela que nos magoa e nos atravessa o coração como uma espada ... que nos espezinha e nos faz sentir que não somos capazes, que não merecemos ...
Amor, palavra muito forte que corre de boca em boca mas raramente corre de coração em coração. Pena! Pena as pessoas n serem sinceras. Olho a minha volta e descubro que metade das pessoas que me rodeiam, n sabem o que é amar, ou o Amor ... ou nada que se relacione com tal sentimento. Limitam-se a dizer essa palavra da boca para fora sem saber quem ou como estão a magoar ..

Há pouco tempo, descobri que ao tentar ajudar um Amigo,só o desajudei. Até como amiga as coisas correm mal ..
Será que sou eu que tenho os meus valores de amizade/amor todos trocados ?
Será que estou demasiado antiquáda para as modernices do Fode aqui Fode ali ? (ai que este coment está demasiado extenso)

Não me parece !!! Ou a palavra Amor, ou o Sentimento AMOR deixou de ter/ser sentido ? Passou a ser uma palavra simples que passou a ser utilizada como meio para chegar a um fim ? Oo

Diz tudo ! Desculpem o exagero, hoje precisei. Ainda preciso, mas isso é outra história que fica para outro capítulo!
A vida são dois dias .. o hoje e o amanhã. Hoje já não posso fazer nada, amanhã já morri !!!!

Adoro-te. Adoro-vos. Vocês sabem quem são, não preciso dizer nomes. Beijos para todo o mundo !!

@ kiisha * LaGrImA @


Letra do dia:


Eminem
When I'm Gone


[Intro]
Yeah,
 It’s my life,
 In my own words I guess.

 [Verse 1]
 Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
 Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
 When they know they're your heart
 And you know you were their armour
 And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
 But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
 And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
 What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
 "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
 "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
 I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
 Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself
 I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
 Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
 And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
 That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
 Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby

 [Chorus] [x2]
 And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
 Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin,
 And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back!

 [Verse 2]
 I keep havin’ this dream – I’m pushin’ Hailie on the swing she keeps screamin’,
 She don’t want me to sing, “You’re makin mommy cry, why, why is mommy crying?”,
 Baby, Daddy ain’t leavin’ no more,
 “Daddy you're lying,
 You always say that, you always say this is the last time,
 but you ain’t leavin’ no more, Daddy you’re mine!”,
 She’s piling boxes in front of the door tryin’ to block it,
 “Daddy please daddy, don’t leave daddy no, stop it!”
 Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket, it’s got a picture,
 “This’ll keep you safe daddy, take it witcha.”
 I look up, it’s just me standin in the mirror, these fucking walls must be talkin cuz man I can hear em.
 They're sayin you got one more chance to do right, and it’s tonight,
 Now go out there and show ‘em that you love ‘em for its too late
 And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door it turns to a stage, they’re gone
 And the spotlight is on and I’m singin…

 [Chorus] [x2]
 And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn,
 rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
 Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin,
 And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back!

 [Verse 3]
 Sixty thousand people, all jumpin’ out their seat,
 The curtain closes, they’re throwing roses at my feet,
 I take a bow, “and thank you all for comin’ out,”
 They’re screamin so loud, I take one last look at the crowd,
 I glance down, I don’t believe what I’m seein’,
 “Daddy it’s me! Help mommy her wrists are bleedin’!”,
 But baby we’re in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?!
 “I followed you daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin',
 You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad,
 And I bought you this coin,
 It says "number 1 dad", that’s all I wanted,
 I just want to give you this coin,
 I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin."
 But baby wait-,
 “its too late dad, you made your choice. Now go out there and show ‘em that you love ‘em more than us,
 That’s what they want,
 They want you Marshal, they keep,
 screamin your name, it’s no wonder you can’t go to sleep.
 Just take another, pill, yeah I bet you, you will,
 You rap about it. Yeah word, k-keep it real”,
 I hear applause, all this time I couldn’t see,
 How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me,
 I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it,
 put it to my brain, scream ‘Gosh Shady!’ and pop it!
 The sky darkens, my life flashes,
 The plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes,
 That’s when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin',
 There’s birds singin’, it’s spring and
 Hailie’s outside swingin’,
 I walk right up to Kim and kiss her, tell her I miss her,
 Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister, almost as if to say-,

 [Chorus] [x2]
 And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn,
 rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
 Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin,
 And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back.



bezO *

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